that day in publications (:

here's a bunch of pictures of my bestest friends (natasha, misono and yuka) and i together with my favourite teacher, mr. ubl (:








hope you enjoyed the snapshots (:

cheers!

3 nights in a row (:

my favourite girlfriend is back (: MISONO HATTORI.

that's why i haven't been updating my blog. i was too busy having fun, partying 3 night in a row. bar club, maison, poppy. damn, feels like the good old times. but its such a pity, its now over for me. because of stupid competition. i will miss those memorable times with you. all the chivas, dancing, and your bra showing, misono.

but also i want to thank natasha for being there for me (: love you lots. don't worry, i love it when you are mushy. sorry if i've been just a rack, and boring or emotional, to all my friends. too many things happened within those days. causing such a break down.

its a bit hard and very boring if i list everything out. but i'm just very happy that misono came back. we are just like the 4 girl in sex and the city. pity, only misono, you match one of the characters, Samantha Jones. But what sucks the most is when you are back, we know that you'll depart us soon. However, sadly this time isn't just you, but yuka too. I feel bad for teasing you a lot, but you are just so adorable when you are teased. don't worry, i love you lots, yuka! just remember to take care of yourself, japan is dangerous and the guys (especially now, everywhere) are tricky and cunning. will do anything to get into your pants. you be careful, i want to you know whether its the right time for you. and NEVER choose a guy by their looks, and don't ever go out alone with a guy at night to bars or clubs. its dangerous. Please get into Waseda, and misono will look after you. teaching you from right to wrong.

misono, there is just too much to say about you. too much to recall. all those bitter but mostly sweet moment with you. those talks we had (: don't worry, i'll never forget the moments with you. you are the most cheerful and happy-go-lucky girl i've known. same goes to natasha, though we haven't known each other for long, we still had a pretty long history together. i love the times we had. you're such a good support! thanks so much for singapore, and death cab. it was worth it. and wedgewood! such a place to remember. and ur parents are just so greatful! i thank them lots.

anyways peace out, i wanna read "breaking dawn."

PS. just a few of the many pictures we took.

death cab and daddy <3

Death Cab in Singapore

one of my best experiences ever! thanks to my lovely Natasha for telling me and buying me the tickets! i'm so glad we spend the moment together (sound so sappy)

well, they played most of my favourite songs, except for "what sarah said." and some in which i never heard before. (such a fan i am) but i love it! very brilliant (:

below are the pictures i took
(they suck, but to me (as a photographer) are the best :P self-praising)

BUT! there was a fucking problem. i nearly got death cab's autograph, and because of the fucking annoying organizers or manager we couldn't get the autograph. why? because we haven't bought any of their merchandise. exception from that (:

i have a beautiful dream that no one can take away from me. i dreamed of my daddy (: i really miss you so so so much! i wish you were still here to see me. i believe you were looking down on my from above when i receive my HS diploma during graduation. now i'll be going to england (hopefully) can i ask you a favour, can you make it happen? can you make sure i get into university in england. i feel your happiness (: i won't disappoint you, dad! the dream of the best ever! please come to my dreams more often. let me see you in my dreams and lets us talk!

(i know i sound crazy, but i believe in these things)

that's it for now
peace out
PS. love you and miss you lots dad!

concluded

okay (: i have concluded that the dream was just a dream. 

i, therefore have no feelings for him!

now for the world cup. yes, i'm going to the taekwon-do world cup held in italy this year.

wish me luck, i only have like, less than 2 months to train. 

i'm going to be wrecked to death! watch me, i'll (FOR SURE) cry )':

adding on a major black eye and a few fracture ribs. 

i swear, i'm a nutter to go to such competition. why did i volunteer? stupid kate!

my beloved misono hattori bukkake penis lesbian girlfriend is visiting in 6 days time!

i miss her dearly, can't wait to see her.

shit. i have to balance out all my plans ): 

training, shopping, clubbing, tanning, chilling! 

i'll be very busy. 

peace out

ps. 4kg to go!

robbie <3

my robbie (:

i've always had a thing for robbie williams (celebrity crush alert)

robbie williams, a british pop singer whom started out in take that. but got thrown out due to his alcohol addiction. within his "rudebox" album, two sing which he sang reflected the life before he joined and the life when he join, 80s and 90s. (i hope i got it right, knowing me)

but what i liked of robbie is his music, and (of cause) he's bad boy image. so damn sexy :P

i was "suppose" to go to his concert in september (i think) in singapore, but got cancel due to robbie's tiredness. i hope i get to catch him in england.

let's have a look at some robbie pictures :P

i have to admit, he isn't the most attractive celebrity. but its he's charisma, his music, he's character portray through his music, the way he smile and pose in his photo, how he concert are (as seen on telly,) and lastly his "bad boy" image. he just can be one!

its all those little things that makes me "love" him!
what i say might not be true, but i don't care (: i heart him <3
and there will be ppl who will TOTALLY disagree with me, and say he isn't attractive at all,
but well, who cares. as long as i know i heart him, i'm happy

there are a number of songs i absolutely love by robbie. i won't explain why, but are the ones that love. always listen to.

• Come Undone
• Feel
• Something Beautiful
• Let Me Entertain You
• Rock DJ
• Eternity
• Ghost
• 80s and 90s

There are just a few named from the top of my head (:
download them :P (if you want to)

Cheers (:

why now?

i have a crush on you. 

why now? why at this every moment in my life?

i sworn never to have feelings for you.

i told you that it was impossible for me to ever like you more than a friend.

but last night, it hit me. 

i dreamt of you. i felt something special between us. 

something that i never felt for a long time.

as thought i loved you.

but it impossible

you will never feel for me like that

even so, we both know that its impossible

oh elijah and charlie <3

Green Street Hooligan
Starring Elijah Wood and Charlie Hunnam

this movie was banned by the Malaysian government. yet another movie, i guess it was just "too violent" for us gentle Malaysian. back to the point, the story is about a havard student whom are expelled (because he's roommate, a elite was a coke head, and use Elijah to cover up his wrongdoing to protect his family's reputation) and traveled to England to visit his sister.

during his time in England he dumped into Pete, a football hooligan and *if i'm not mistaken* the major of the GSE (Green Street Elite) Firm. after Matt join the firm, he had gain a deeper understanding of loyalty and a person's reputation.

this is the GSE firm within the movie. notice how small Elijah is.

in the movie, it consisted a lot of violence. but it wasn't the violence and the notion of football hooligans that made me love this movie but the slogan of the movie
"Stand your Ground"
this slogan now became my new motto. this movie related to me in a very indirect way. as a martial artist, respect and loyalty is important. but the part about reputation, it also important for both the leader and the individual. once you walk away, you had some dishonor and disgraced not just your leader but yourself. that's why i found this movie meaning and very good.
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now for the eye candy

Charlie Hunnam

in the movie he was like one of those bad boys with a good heart in the end. he was beaten to death in the end (i cried) but it was heroic in the sense that he was making sure that his brother's wife and brother in-law was able to leave the big fighting scene. but also the character he portray had a good sense of humour and a brilliant charisma.

next...

Elijah Wood

i have been having on and off celebrity crushing with Elijah Wood. starting from lord of the rings onwards. but i found that Elijah suited the character, as him always being an innocent looking actor. (not sure about reality though) i love his piercing blue eyes. so beautiful. i'm a sucker for brunets and blue eyes.

that's the end of my post for this movie. i downloaded just so you know and it isn't everyone's cup of tea (:

cheers!

life too short to be afraid

my room is messy. my clothes are everywhere. i'm living a life of a pig.
just too lazy to care about anything anymore.
but... ... truth is (: i'm lazy, and just don't bother anymore!
the school-less life is fantastic, i particular don't do anything (that's why my room's a mess) i'm going to singapore next week (i think) to watch the death cab concert, kinda regret it, kinda short on money for me, as mother doesn't wanna pay much for me. time to take a trip to the bank ):
what else have i been doing, exception for lazying and administrating. oh! i forgot about two other movies i've watch and loved (:

continuing with my movie saga :P

21
starring Jim Sturgess, Kevin Spacey,
Kate Bosworth, Aaron Yoo, Liza Lapira

as many would know, this movie just came out this year and many might had already watched it. but i just watched it! it's good! i mean the storyline, and how amazing when you can just count cards to win money! but like all movies nowadays it had an amazing twist. but the downfall was i didn't understand the "counting card" process when playing blackjack. kinda sad, i would love to learn it. but just a pity i suck at math!

ask you see, i have another celebrity crush (not big though) on Jim Sturgess. he also played in The Other Boleyn Girl as George Boleyn, the brother of Mary and Ann Boleyn.

Jim Sturgess with Kate Bosworth

The next movie will be separate, as its one of my favourites (: