my recordings of 28th of March 2008

I really don't know how to start to blog again. I blogged for a while, then stop? The question why occured to me many times on the reason "why did I stop?" Now I think I could answer that. I was afraid of people discovering what I'm trying to imply and being judged. I was afraid of hurting, and causing conflict. But most of all (thought it may not sound correct,) I was afraid of knowing the truth of what I said isn't the truth, but some reason to make me feel better of sad events.

But why do I record my sad, unhappy, sorrow, and angry happenings rather than happy and joyful time? Don't know. People tend to remember tragery than comedy more I guess. (but i can't tell u whether its true or not) But research had found that the most popular genre of movie or theatrical plays are tragery, not comedy nor the mixture of both! Amazing right?

Now's lets stop with the notion ¿por que? And carry on with what I did today (I'm so egotistic... I acknowledge that ( :

Let's see. Woke up at 10.30am by my beloved bro-friend and went to breakfast with him. Then visited our cousin's glasses shop, to suprize me, my three aunt was there!? I mean, its not that I dislike her. Its just something she said to Simon that disturb me and cause to change my mind about her!

She mentioned about dad. Its been too long. I haven't visited him for more than a year. I think its time for me to face the tragery again.

Anyways I watched gossip girls again and then 4th season of the OC... I'm such a sad person!!!

Now I just know I have to sleep early!! Stupid competitions. I don't like!

XOXO