well. now i'm at school pretty much bored of my ass.
these few days haven't been much of a highlight. i been quite sad and stressed out.
but just wanna express my feelings somewhere. so here it goes.
i miss you very much
how come i never dream of you anymore
have you left me just in this lonesome world
i still can't let go of you
you still in my heart
you promised me
you promised that you will see me walk along the stage
walking along to get what i deserve the most
you said it'll be another 10 years
but what happened its was only two
i can't let go of you
i just can't
no matter how many i tried to forget
the tragic that once happen
memories of you
still wonder and ponder into my head
i cried for you yesterday
i cried because you promise
i cried because you said you will wait
i cried because i love you
i cried because i miss you
dad no one can replace
i don't care what you have done to make me sad
but you always treasured me
i was 'daddy's little girl (:'
but no longer cause you left me
you left us to survive by ourselves
in a lonely island in the middle of the nowhere
i'll visit you soon
and for one last thing
i hope to dream of you again
i hope to feel you watching me from above
during graduation
love and kisses,
kate ):
there is goes. all my sorrow poured out. i don't know maybe i just an egotistic teenage-ish girl. but sometimes i feel like a little baby who still needs her mummy and daddy to feed her milk. i don't know. i'll be leaving soon ): going halfway around the globe to survive for myself. maybe i need a change and a path that i never thought of taking. i'll miss everyone i have known for years. shit, rahim was right, i'm experience the liminality of leaving high school.
wait. now i say very egotistic now. haha. i'll never change, it just makes me ME. well, i tend to be put other people's personal problem due to the idea of "privacy" of others? anyways i better end it here.
xoxo
kate (:
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