suffering from "jetlagged"

i've been in kuala lumpur for more than a month, but i still am on british time ): why can't i just sleep! i was sleepy just now, but now at the moment in time i'm not tired what so ever. maybe i'm hungry. but it can't be, i had dim sum (1 xiu mai, pai guat, and lo pak gou) plus vietnamese kitchen (some chicken piece, half a slice of lemongrass fish, and aberguans with no rice.) this is just sad! i wanna sleep.

i've realized my liking for thinking. i can think all day and night about non sense. but when puzzling situations come along, i can't stop thinking! i "web" out all possibility/signs/signals/whatever to try and solve it myself. but in the end of the day i realized that the only way to know is ask, take action. but then again, i prefer not to do such think because knowing the "answer" from the "question" isn't always a good things.

i'm having a cough plus a sore throat. isn't good ): i'm really hoping i'm not getting H1N1, but i'm actually guessing its too much smoking, shisha-ing and drinking (minus it a bit, give me credit i haven't drank as much i would in england.) but i shall recover, hopefully very soon.

shit this is just great, i have to go my hometown tomorrow. a long drive fro my brother, having actually to see the relatives. it'll be NO FUN! i dislike going back, due to the fact we just never really got along.

anyways i better actually try and sleep now. x