siblings and their affections

aw, i love my brother to bits. he's like my twin (nearly there, just only 19 months apart.) it was his birthday on merdeka day (31th august 2009.) to be honest, i don't really take the big deal out of malaysia's independence day. yes i love my country if you minus the politics + prejuidical problems. anyways i came back from hotel party with my friend jeffrey. it was proper memorable! one of the best parties i've been since i've been in malaysia. all his friends were very friendly and very easy to get along with (: thanks for the night.

anyways the lian family went for a small but un-glam lunch. it was alright, I ATE! haha, i need to emphasize that because of my problem i am having. i finished everything :P haha. now i feel fat ): back to the actual topic. siblings and their affections for each other! that's what i here to talk about, mind you it'll all be bullshit though.

people think me and my brother are actually in an relationship or better MARRIED! haha, me and simon married that's just hilarious. plus having to ask us whether we are together, coming people just because we don't look alike, and we are close doesn't mean we are actually together. i to admit sometimes we do actually act like a couple, but that's called sibling love! our affection for each other is indescrible. i look out for him as he does for me. when i'm down he'll cheer me up. when he's in trouble i'm there to help him. we listen to each other when we need a person there. he's my shoulder to lay on as i am to him.


i've met many guys in my life. they are either over-the-top psychotically protective bastards or just plain jerks that use you and can't accept who you are. and that just makes me give up on guys. but simon, he's different maybe because i'm his sister he's the way he is. but at times i'll actually admit he's selfish and very egotistic. (haha who am i to judge when i'm such girl. runs in the family i guess!) does things that only benefit him, but i could see changes in him. and people can change that the whole things (:


anyhow i love my big lil' bro, we're going to england together in about 9 days! scary and nervousity is hitting me again *biting my nails continuously* x