fuck my future. i give up

i can't believe it, after so long, the fucking admin calls and says, "they don't know what did i sent them!!!!!!!"

FUCKING HELL,
FUCKING STUPID..
and MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT

damn it, i can't believe i swear. i just give up my hopes, i rather stay in kl and get a scuba diving license and wonder all the diving destination. save my mum and i money!

anyways i cried and shit. but still went out. went to heritage mansion with tanes and his friend g-when (extremely pretty girl, beautiful features)

i was very glad to go, and not everyone can go! its like an A-List area, all the high profit maker and famous go. i got the chance to meet some ppl, whom are... well, very interesting. adding on, a model called "sunshine" she's brilliant and friendly. u know what, do u think

i could be a model?

i can't. she told me and g-when to send in our portfolios and she'll get us some jobs. fuck, even if i send my portfolio, i know i won't get a single fucking job!!!!! i'll do it, if i get one. fucking hell, life's great. then i get more money :P

anyways i fucking hate my life now, and damn depressed. fuck.. i can't stop swearing.

night