okay. i don't remember when i last updated my blog, but life's okay (: i'm still can't believe i'm off to england in a few weeks time.
but i have dilemma! i feel fat. like fucking fat. so fat that i feel like a elephant or hippo or pig. damn ): its not fun! i wanna be like i was last year when i was like 50kg. now i'm like 60kg ): no fun! note to self, STOP EATING and go WORK OUT! damn ): depressed now! fuck
anyways went to maison, since beloved yuka enomoto will be leaving for japan for like 3 weeks i think. then 9 days after natasha's going to go. i'll be left alone! nevermind, i have to concentrate on my competition. extremely wonderful~ wait! that mean i can lose weight as an excuse :P back to maison. well, we went to mojo first, cause maison was closed for some weird competition. then at 11ish we went back and had fun! danced till my hips couldn't take it anymore. seriously, i need to belly dance with mum again. it helps strengthen my hips and i won't look like slut dancer but a sexy dancer :P speaking of slut dancer. wow! yestereday there were so many i love them! so flattering and feminine. dude, i could left my leg up and shit (thanks to tkd) so i told yuka, maybe i should just perform some kicks the guys will be so erm... excited? haha.
anyway nothing much to say. i have to clean the whole condo up tomorrow and the clothes and dished. thanks to my beloved brother for not doing anything! wow, such a good boy.
so peace out (:
i think you noticed my dilemma (i've gain a lot of weight)
love this photo, cause you can't see my fugly face
me and yuka (:
wow, very flattering indeed!
me and natasha
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