sometimes i just don't understand you

Saturday, July 12, 2008

well... i kinda lazy to continue with my "mis amigas" entire. but i have another 3 more amigas, whom yo les quieres. 


the sun is shining again for me. nottingham trent has finally accepted me (thanks so much or else i would be taking a gap year (wasting my fucking time on nothing)) but now i have to do all the bloody administration stuff, accommodation, visa and shit. adding on the stress of MONEY! i hate the economy, and fuck the people whom keep rising the petrol price. i don't drive but seriously its getting unreasonable. you can't compare it was england, because its 1 against 7 (i like to max it) but not everyone is rich, not everyone can afford to live on luxury. imagine u earn 700rm, and ur petrol consumption is what, about 80rm per week. 80 x approx 4 weeks = 320; 700-320=380. that's left of what you earn, 380 still needs to be spend on food and other necessaries. fuck the idea of saving, you can't save when you have no choice but to spend ur money on things you NEED! 

okay that's enough of my non-sense. anyways the information proved it like bullshit, and invalid! 

my mum's going to china!! can't wait, a whole week being with my brother. INDEPENDENCE! but i have to do the chores. lame, sods law. i can't wait for natasha to come back from europe, then we can go out and club again! anyways i remember what i wanted to say.

i fucking hate jerks. they are the biggest bastards in the world. i swear they should be castrated, and put on display to let ppl know who they are. anyway there's a guy (no names just incase) told me that he and his girlfriend broke up for good. so he asked me out to club, i said no cause of training reasons. instead said i'll met up with him next thursday, cause he sounds sad. but guess what, later that day i found out he didn't break up! what the fuck.. fucking twat! if you wanted to see just ask me out for a drink, don't need to give some pointless excuse lad. damn you! next time you dare say hi to me, you'll get a slap to your face. i hate jerks like you , i hate liars like you. you don't lie about ur relationship. say your being faithful, fuck it. you told a person you just broke up with them, then what to seek them for comfort! not a chance, i swear you'll get slap if not punch in the face! 

anything that got to me was the fact i have to go to another GTF competition. i'm in no mood for competitions, well no mood for GTF ones. i hate their rules, and political bias-ness, especially that day during the sparring with that girl. fuck you, gave it to her and not me when i deserved it (at least what master tan said) nevermind, i'll train even harder and get even more tougher. hopefully not get injured before or during the tournament. imagine kate in a cast just before heading off to england, just a memory to bring with me. i aim for 2 golds this time, 2 golds! 

anyways enough of my non sense i'm off
peace out. 

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