i'm back on track

after two days of being emo, fuck, i pulled myself together and started some new paths.
i'm constructing some new roads for myself, new road = new destiny
i currently have 4 plans.

Plan A
- apply for local art school, then after 3 years transfer
- scuba diving license
- more traveling!

Plan B
- if Nottingham Trent University accepts me (:
- for sure, I'll go without second thoughts

Plan C
Part A
- if they reject me
- appeal again for Nottingham Trent University
- all else fails, goodbye England. hello Malaysia!
Part B
- stay in England for a couple of month
- go to Italy to visit my grand-aunt and uncle
- find a job around England too (:

Plan D
- apply to a university in Italy
- look at Academia Italiana, Florence
- learn Italian :P

well, that what i've planned (: hopefully one of them will work out for me
secretly, i'm desperate for plan b (;